no mttr waht, ai will still love yu uhkayy. andd ai`ve promised myself. ai wont be with others fr a couple of mths, other dhn yu. cause ailoveyu dmn much. andd, ai sriously cnt live widout yu. ai still kept thinking about the memories we had. ai knw ai did a huge mistake dht waht makes us human. andd im sory. im dmn fcking sory kahy. ai just want yu to understand mie. andd, its noht lyke yu hav nt dne anything wrong in relationships riqht ? im sory. IM SORRY. ai still love yu okahy. ai just cnt live widout yu. yu`re my everything. im hopeless widout yu. FORGIVE MIE. buht, im noht forcing yu to. yur lyfe, yur decision.
haiyhh .. back to the topic.
friday;
went to sheng siong, eat andd sent mother to work.
saturday;
since ai dint sleep on fridayy, family oso nahq ghy msia.
so ai kejoht father arnd 3 or 4, dhn headed to mothers work.
fetch her, dhn went to aunty`s house. andd dhn siap2, makeup2 dhre, msg2 with hym, raii andd aida kechyk. dhn go johor andd eat.
yu knw waht ? we reach jhr arnd 6 am taw. hu eat breakfast at 6am ?
and ai dint eat. no appetite. andd ai onyy watch others eat.
although ai dint eat, im noht hungry. haiyhhh .. xiao.
so aftr eating, went to the nearest beach. chill2 paht saner .. -_-
dhn went to giant, belyh brg dapur all dht.
aftr dht, go to giant. step out of giant arnd 11 or 12. and went to eat at angsana.
dhn, shopping2 dhre. mother bought 1 jeans and pakcik also, while ai bought two tee.
aftr dht, go to city square, shpping2 dhre also. mother bought two pairs of shoes.
pity kahq faezah, she want to bely baju tahq bely2. buht, at least she goht buy her phne protector .. kahy lame.
went to eat, AHGAIN ..
reach sg arnd 8+ and dhn went to eat laghy at tamp. a lot of eating seyhh. ai cn get gemok ..
todahy;
noht sure where to go .. all still sleeping. andd ai woke up late. arnd 1030.
of course, ai dint sleep fr 2 days okahy. thinking and crying wif my misery lyfe. ai just dnt knw
hw to get his trust and love bck. haiyhh ..
yateaa say my korean name is, Kang Rae Ri ? lols.
going to cmp bsok. tke cre.
andd
thnk yu yateaa, for cheering mie up .. ily friend.
well, ai`ll end here. tke cre .. andd, dnt make the same mistakes lyke mie. andd jager yur boyfeys or girlfeys heart.
to raii;
im sory kahy. im really2 sory. ai dnt want to hurt yur feelings. ai just cnnot forget bout hym. andd thnks fer cheering mie up.
aida;
thnks fer helping mie also. yu`re a good friend. im sory of waht ai did to yu kahy.
ps; ai`ve done all ai could to get yur heart back. haiyhh ..
LOVED; LOLLIPOP STAR.
-mickey mouse-
Blogged @ 7:49 PM
♥ Thursday, December 24, 2009
hey friends. im currently in no mood now.
to hym lahh kayy;
ai`ve wasted 2 mths on yu. ai`ve given yu my love, my heart, my everything. cause ai love yu. waht do ai get as a return ? a break up. a simple word lyke 'i dont fit to yu' andd 'my love fr yu is fading' . its a common word guys use to break up. im impressed. ai thought dht yu`re diffrent frm others. yu prove mie wrong. ai`ve trusted yu. ai`ve gave yu the key to my heart, buht yu just throw it away. andd nw ai have a problem finiding it. ai`ve done everything to impress yu. everything dht ai could. yu break up wif mie on our special day, 2 mths. thnks. ai`ve loved yu fr almost 2 yrs. and dhis is waht ai get ? ai regret. ai reallyreally regret. 2 teddy bears are not enough to cover it. ai dont expect any gifts frm yu. ai just need yur love. nw, ai dont think ai really do. why do ai hav yu in my lyfe ? ai`ve wasted my tears fr yu. my heart DOSENT FIT to yurs. im lucky ai dont hav to waste my ppd to yu ever again .. tarm, yateaa and rinie were right. ai deserve a better guy. tarms right. yu`re not worth dying fr, so yu`re not worth crying for too. yu`re lyke my everything. buht, ai just dnt knw why ai need to think about yu so much. ai hate myself for loving yu, not my word. dhts all ai hav to say to yu. thnks fr breaking my heart into pieces. andd nw ai dont knw how to find it, its hard to fix it back. thnks. do it again when yu`re free. appreciate it lots.yu`re a heartbreaker.
will not post till whenever. it takes a long tyme fr mie to be cured ;(
ps; im sory aida.
LOVED; LOLLIPOP STAR
-no nick names other dhn dht no more.-
Blogged @ 2:49 AM
♥ Wednesday, December 23, 2009
muwahs ! :DD
ai swear ai love her :DD
nazirahh ahkayy ?
playing badminton, must watch ! im crazy in both videos ! :DD
post more the next day.
Blogged @ 6:29 PM
♥ Monday, December 21, 2009
back frm cmpcraft.
okayy, true. ai want to complain paht blog ! HAHAA.
srious, ai thought ai got rengan2 nyer stuff uh. skali dpat hentak2 tu bende ! waliaoo.
the pegging and all dhat ! wahhseyy ! boleyhh maty. its easy fr dhe gadget ppl uh, cause dhey cumer dudok, andd tie knots. dmn dhts easy.
ai nd to pegggggg andd peegggggg andd peeeggggg
memenat kn. betol tahq tent-ers ?
srious it was damn tiring .!
buht asri say kyter improve ! wohooo ~
baeq tent-ers ! hahhaa. lame.
aftr dht, bd news, mr XIAO. ask us to balek arnd 1+
wait fr hym, okayy, dht is SUCK-ISH !
tphy asri kasi kyter umer maen game. hahaa. fun.
aftr dht, we nd to built tent in 10 mins. wth ?
so, yeahh. kelang kabotttttt !
lucky, we finish lmbt, buht, btter dhn guys ! hahaa.!
girls rule ! kayy, lame. watever lahh tohh !
dhn aftr sch, eat maggie again.
thought of miting hym, dhen dher tahqlehy kua.
so, nemindd lor. miss hym ..
and dhn, mit farhanee at bns.
aftr dht go ilin's house, tahqder org ! buat pnat jehr.
so dhere yu go .! hahaa. actually, the real one is anisya. she wished ferst. buht she dont want to be the ferst, andd manyy ppl wish in advanced, so ai counted it lahs.
ai wrote down all the 37 names .! hahaa.
got a wish frm `budak pondok` too. hahaa. pdahal2 yer ?
okayy, si dhis guy here ? he`s onew. frm shinee group, KOREAN.
he`s bdaey same as mie .! wohoo .! ader org tuu jealous .! hahaa.
yesterdaeyy;
since father kerje, ai cn go out, so, went out dgn,
nurul, wahida and nurin.
mie and nurul bring both of them jlan2 at cwp, since dhey tahqnahh gyhh.
so, plan nahq mit tu org, ai ask all 3 of dhem to go hme ferst.
dhen janji dher kul 150, dhen tunggu till 220 or 230 gytu paht trehse,
dher tahqder, ai jlan lor.
dhen dher call when im on my way to smbwg, mit laini. long tyme no mit .!
ai say im in the bus, otw to mit fren at smbwg, tros he sounded lyke, mrh.
dhen, blablabla.
astuhh, went hme arnd 4+
no pictures.! dhat picha above was taken yesterdaeyy.
so, tke cre ppls. 141209, a special date to always remember .!
why ? cause sad things happen, and unexpected things happen (:
ps; ai miss apit luhh siak .!
; im happy to be wif yu (:
LOVED; LOLLIPOP STAR.
-bbybeylo-
Blogged @ 3:15 AM
♥ Friday, December 11, 2009
ai knw, ai said ai`ll not be posting. buht, ai just want to share some photos dhat ai took just nw. the reason ai took dhese pictures is cause, IM BORED. so, done
ps; friends, where are yu ?
Blogged @ 2:11 AM
♥ Wednesday, December 9, 2009
short post;
justcmebckfrmbuyingbooks at sch.
4moredays! will not be in sg ..
KIDDING. aiwillbe here, buht ai just dnt want to go out uhkayy.
will be staying up cause ai want to knw hu`s the ferst to wish :D *eager*
im noht in mood lahh actually kns, cumer, ai want to make myself happy.
nahq blajar on hw to be ALONE, away frm everyone.
causee ai think one day, lyke nw, ai`ll be alone.
ai`ll not pick up calls, msg, or cht widd anyone, unless AI KNOW MY MISTAKES.
ai already do. buht, ai just dunt knw why luhh kns.
btw, dhis could be my last post till .. idk, ai die ?
yehh, probably. or maybe till mnday,? or tues ? arnd dhere.
ader dhis three guys frm jaoh, look at mie, and ai was lyke very blur.
ai was lyke 'huh ?' dhey keep staring. dhen ai just buat bdoh urh. dgr lgu.
pastuhh, when we are passing by each other, its was really windy taw,
dhen my hair tahq ter-uros .! messy2. dhen ader one of dhem nieyhq, ngh sap okok,
he look at mie straight in the eye siao .!
ngn okok2 dher tuhh. andd ai was lyke tgh betolkn my hair and look at hym jugahk urh.
pastuh dahh jaoh siket. he pekek 'nazirahh .!' ai puseng, dhey all puseng, dhen tgk dpan.
lame kn ? a bit paisey though ngn rmbot gytu mcm. hahs.
okayy dhat, was the ferst paiseyy.
the secnd, is when im waiting fr rinie dkat RP.
paiseyy sahk. SORANG taw ! dhen lyke bnyk org look at mie.
dahh tahq kene gayer .! huhu^^
naseb lahh apit otp, tahq malu sgt :)
the third is dhat when rinie dahh smpai, kyter asap jahp.
pastuhh we jlan, dhen ader bangla nieyhq ngn basikal dher look at mie,
it was very dark, ai cnnt see much, all ai cn see is his teeth !
cause dhats the only one dhats white. HAHAHAHA.
he smiled at mie, eeeewww ! rinie lagyhh lehy ketawer kn.
fuyoh .!
kk, the fourth one, we dtg LAMBAT kan, so we need to sit dkat atas nyer. tahqlehy dudok kaht bwh.
so, wth, kyter msok urh. dhen dhere`s dhis two guys, sit behind us.
ai was lyke, `hmm, boleyh tahan lahh kn`
dhen when ngh ader break, yu knw hu dhat guy is ?
its Taufiq siahk ! ai thought saper .!
dhen rinie ckp, `HAHAHHA. ckp abg sndiry hot per naz ?`
ai was lyke, `eyhh, dher hot perh. HAHAA.`
the fifth, when the break is over, we masok dlm balek kn,
dhen ai slah jln, ai turn left, and dhere`s no way to our seat -.-
ai knw its funny. laugh all yu want. gosh .!
waht a day. aftr the dhat one dah finish, we naeq taxi, and ai reach hme arnd 1015 ?
so yeahh, granny biseng siak .! membebel jerh. errggghhh.
at hme, called apit, ckp ppd low, as usual, dher ketawerkn.
the ferst video, is when frank has finish his performance, then dhey lyke bow, in a cool way. hahas. he`s the one with the black vest and long white sleeve. and shiny sket2. and lompat2, skip2. kyut skaliii. the second one is his performance. ENJOY .!
Blogged @ 5:14 PM
♥ Monday, December 7, 2009
I'll never forget,
The first that we met,
I remember it like it was yesterday,
It's stays deep in my ,
The day you found me.
~*~
We have promised that we would give
To each other all there is to give
For as long as we both shall live.
~*~
I never want wealth or fame,
I only want to have your name,
I only want to wear
That tiny band of gold
And always have to you hold.
~*~
I will keep my promise to you,
I will never be untrue,
Even though sometimes I will be
Away from you.
~*~
I will never break your heart,
I've always loved you from the start,
I must say to you this very special day,
I won't let it take my pride,
I want to be your bride.
~*~
I will never let you feel empty inside,
I will never break the ties that bind,
I will never leave you behind,
I will never let our love die.
~*~
So I make another promise to you, my love,
We will live and we will learn,
And where ever you may go,
My heart will always follow.
~*~
And now it's plain to see,
The the promise's that I have made to thee,
Will show in time, you see,
That you and I will never be lonely,
I love this you and me.
And that's my Promise to you.
Blogged @ 5:24 PM
♥
monday, 7 December 2009.
hell-i-oh .!
im just bored. oh yahh, the picture nieyhq was taken yesterdaey. nyahaha. hmm, bored seyhh. eyheyh, later, abg hin cme my house .! mawu tdo sinieyh .. wohoo~ baeq urhh .! nnty mlm2, dher cnferm tok in sleep. hahaa. shh, tahqmoh tell hym :DD bubye frens .!
ps; does it mean that our friendship ends here ?
LOVED; LOLLIPOP STAR. -bbybeylo (: -
Blogged @ 3:14 AM
♥ Sunday, December 6, 2009
hola .!
yesterdaey rite, ai go out ama family hoh. :D
mother and father plan nahq gyh changi, relek2.
dhen its lyke the beginning of DECEMBER [ :D]
so dhey nahq kasi atok mneyy.
dhen we went to tamp, dhey fikir nyer fikir on hw nahq kasi duwet tu,
man, ai love dhis song .! it sort of suits mie. HAHAA.
true taw. about apit laa, saper lagyhh. hahaa.
ai want to shw the lyrics, tapyhh mlas uhh .. hehehh.
sso, just the chorus lurhh yerr. dhis one ai copy and paste :D
And I could tell you, He's favourite's colour Green,
He lykes to argue, born on the seventeenth.
He's sister's beautiful, he has his father's eye,
and if you ask mie if i love him, i'd lie.
[idk lurhh about dhat father`s eye. :D ]
so, dhis picture below, ai made myself tawuu .!
HAHA. tahq proud, tahq proud.
so, its dedicated to apit lurhh kn, [cm pa]
ENJOY .!
LOVED; LOLLIPOP STAR.
-bbybeylo (: -
Blogged @ 5:45 PM
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Ai am just who ai am .
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Revenge is my thing . Ai like everything to be my way .
Thats just how ai am . Envy me ? Ai dont give a damn . Tell others bout me .
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