♥ Thursday, August 18, 2011
Welcome to the suckish life . IT SUCKS .
Ai dont know what to do . Ai cant take it anymore . Ai had enough . Enough with everything . No one can make me happy . Even if they did , its only for a while . Ai dont want to have a suck life . Ai wanna be happy . Ai dont wanna cry everyday and night . Im trying not to . But the tears just drip and ai cant stop it . Ai admit , im weak . Ai cant do everything on my own . Ai dont want to be alone everynight . Ai want someone thts always there for me . Always beside me . Not only in my heart but in reality . If ai could have one wish , ai would wish for him to just die . Get out of my life and this house . Ai cant endure whatever challenges thts coming through . Want me to count on family ? Thats th only reason ai am like this . Friends ? Just th same . Boyf ? Yes . Thts th only thing ai can count on . But 2 against 1 ? There's an obvious winner . Ai cant stand th pain . Ai cant make it go away . How could this happen to me ? Im sick of this life . Ai wanna start this over again . Ai tried to hold on to a time when im happy . But thts just for a while , ai want it to last longer then it usually does . Life goes on , and the longer it is , the harder it gets . Ai just dont belong here . No one understands th stupid situation im having . Nothing feels alright . To be hurt , to feel lost , to be left home all alone . Thats not what ai want . A big fake smile and stupid lies , when can ai end it ?
AI WANT TO HAVE A BETTER LIFE !
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