♥ Wednesday, August 24, 2011
Ai will get my revenge on you someday .
You made me cry , you mad me mad , you made me jealous . All kinds of feelings inside me , you let it show . Ai wont stop . As long as you continue , this feeling inside will be more , and ai will makesure you will feel how ai do when th time comes . And it will be DOUBLE . Im like a fool , sitting inside this stupid jail , all alone , while you're outside just take away every single thing ai wantd to do . Going home at night . Be with your friends , with just A girl who falls for you . Hmmh , when th time comes , dont blame me . Ai will not stop until you really realise thts what you did . If you were to ask me why am ai posting this , ai wouldnt answer . No matter how much you ask me to . AI WILL KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT . Im not trying to control you . Im just so freaking fvcked up . You wouldnt understand whats inside . No one did . And ai really thought you did . Haaahh . What a FOOL if me to think tht way . Ai will not listen on what time you gave me to reach home . Ai wont . Ai will let you feel how ai feel . You just dont know how much ai love you and how much ai care . Im not controling you . Ai just care about you and thts why im doing all this . But ai dont want to continue cause ai know thts not what you like . Ths is not what ai wanted . Ai had never wish for a life like this . Ai dont understand why do ai have to live in ths kind of situation . You made me cry every single day . You have th life ai wanted . There's someone who controls you but when you didnt listn to them , they did nothing . Just a lecture and a simple scolding . Thts th kind of life ai wanted . But you have it . And it isnt fair . You dont understand this feeling inside . It just hurts . Real deep . More then it hurts heartbreaking caused by love . Maybe you think being with you cause me more hurt , but let me tell you something , you're th only one tht makes me happy . Who else do ai have ? If you say ai can find someone just like you , its no use . Whn im with tht person , it will just remind me of you . And it will hurt more . No one listen to what ai say . Im like invisible . Ai cant stand to a life like this . How long must ai wait ? How long must ai suffer ? Ai cant wait any longer . But ai have to . And till then , this feelng just hurts me inside . It cant be shown . Ai just wish there's someone who can really understand ths situation im having . FML ;(
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